Aye
Look
Aye
See the difference between you and I
I really tried
So f*ck the business skip the suit and tie
I really cried
Them long nights that I would stay up
It was me and my thoughts
I put my self in this position
I'm just paying the cost
I crack and smile and take a picture
When that flash stop blinking
That's when reality start to set in and nigga start thinking
Like what the f*ck
How the hell I have it all and lose enough
I lost my job I lost my business that was tough
Who would of ever known that life would be this rough
Or be this tough
And now I'm sitting in the back thinking
And chill on this couch
They say the heart is where the home is I'm just stuck in the house
And now I'm losing myself
I even had a couple thoughts about abusing myself
I thought about it weighed my options now I'm choosing myself
Before I ever let that happen think I'm choosing my health
F*ck it I'm true to myself
She said no
She don't want my loving no
She don't wanna give me hers I know
She don't wanna give me one more chance
You don't know how much it hurts
Cause
I been out here on my lonely
Alone
How did it get so lonely
Without you
Ima feel like a stalker if I check your gram again
I'll say I'm sorry if that mean I can be your man again
Thinking how we used to f*ck
Now you tell me that its up
And we only friends
Jennifer Aniston
Know you still love me
Can't you admit that bae
After all the things we been through
How we just gonna split that way
Just listen to me I don't trip a lot
I love to love and when I do it's just I feel a lot
I'm coming over I got everything you need to fix
Or I can fix what you need helping with let's start with this
The TVs up
Phones down block out your conversation
You talk in code I play it cool the truth is doe I hate it
I call your phone don't get a answer now I'm back depressed
And now that liquor looking better then you in a dress
But I won't drink it
Like what the f*ck
You blocked a nigga now I can't even get in touch
I know you miss me just admit you miss my touch
You know you love a nigga you don't say that much
Like what the f*ck
And now I'm sitting in the back thinking
And chill on this couch
They say the heart is where the home is I'm just stuck in the house
Now I just stay to myself
Everything going get better what I say to myself
So I just stay to myself
She said no
She don't want my loving no
She don't wanna give me hers I know
She don't wanna give me one more chance
You don't know how much it hurts
Cause
I been out here on my lonely
Alone
How did it get so lonely
Without you
Cause I been out here on my lonely
Alone
How did it get so lonely
Yeah
Should of loved you right
The first time
Oh yeah
She don't want my loving no
She don't wanna give me hers I know
She don't wanna give me one more chance
You don't know how much it hurts
Cause
I been out here on my lonely
How did it get so lonely
Without you