Tired. (poem) Video (MV)

Tired of being in an overpriced Airbnb
Tired of not knowing where to go or what to eat
Tired of going to the gym everyday
Just to realize that I'm not losing weight
Tired of liking a woman and then she disappears for days
Tired of growing impatient with my patience
Tired of making it seem like god not hearing my waiting
Tired of my city killing all the good ones
Tired of my city only praising all the hood ones
Tired of not having enough money to barely do anything
Tired of not being able to afford my own place
Tired of walking around without a smile on my face
I'm tired
Tired of never being able to mend my relationship with my father
Tired of my ex finally changing her life but still treating me like I'm toxic
Tired of sending affirmations everyday when nothing really changes
Tired of working on music, but results breed the same shit
I'm tired
Tired of feeling like all I wanna do is masturbate
Cause I'm still lonely and I'm friend-zoned even after dates
Tired of treating everyone nice to stay positive,
Then me getting the opposites
They tell me try and live with confidence but I'm
Tired of therapists, only listening, and barely talking
Shit, Tired of paying for a bus and still having to walk a bit
I'm tired
Tired of working this 9-5 and still having to feel grateful that I got a job
Tired of not knowing if I'm even tired
Tired of my brothers having to repeat the same cycles
Wishing we can be great in our own right
Like LeBron compared to Michael
I'm tired