Foreign to This World Video (MV)

Is this what you want
Distort in my head
I'm losing f*cking control
I don't wanna lose you
Crash into a poll
Now I'm Foreign to this world
Don't wanna be here anymore
Fairy wings grew on my back
Sprinkle some magic poof I'm back
Self-care is what I lack
How can I care when I don't even love myself?
Pouring pouring pouring rain
Running down my f*ckin' face
Stab myself won't feel the pain
Stop the beat turn up the gain
I really wanna be something
I really wanna be someone
Dig myself deep in the dirt while alive
Making it on my own hope I survive
Surviving past many generations that did it wrong
But I know I am the one who can make it right
And you I'm the one with the key to the soul
So open yourself up
Is this what you want
Distort in my head
I'm losing f*cking control
I don't wanna lose you
Crash into a poll
Now I'm Foreign to this world
Don't wanna be here anymore
Walkin' on water like I'm against the laws of gravity
Run up to the mirror and all I see is masculinity
Hold myself against expectations to reach divinity
Do you even notice the first line was a simile
Is this what you want
Distort in my head
I'm losing f*cking control
I don't wanna lose you
Crash into a poll
Now I'm Foreign to this world
Don't wanna be here anymore
Anymore anymore anymore
My self-image is tainted
But my soul but my soul but my soul is still pure
Anymore anymore anymore
My self-image is tainted
But my soul but my soul but my soul is still pure
Is still pure
Anymore anymore anymore
My self-image is tainted
But my soul but my soul but my soul is still pure
Anymore anymore anymore
My self-image is tainted
But my soul but my soul but my soul is still pure