Dreams Video (MV)

You tend to feel alone when you go and chase a dream
It's only you and that thought and the distance in between
I walk around life I don't feel a f*cking thing
But you cannot throw that shit away or the pain it brings
'Cause It's simply who you are
I had nobody there when I was suffering in the dark
Know it's cliche to say but it really saved my life
Now this dream is the only thing keeping me alive
But still wish that I was different
Wish that I was someone else
Wish that I could take a simple route and find a job that I like
Instead of staying up every f*cking night tryna write another verse that I like
Honestly it's so depressing
The thing that went and healed you now you see it as a weapon
Caught up in a cycle of self inflicted damage
They call this shit a gift but I question what I'm handed
This gift that I was given
The gift that makes me question if I am really living
Tryna find my purpose but I'm purposely forgetting
Feels like I'm in Hell drifting far away from Heaven
Alone with my thoughts get bombarded every second
Tryna talk to God send my message through the reverend
I can send a prayer but I'd wonder if you'd hear it
'Cause I'm tired of this shit I'm going through honestly forget it