Disappointmint - Nervous Lyrics

Can someone tell me what the problem is?
Because I just can't see the point in this
Am I just waiting for this chance to miss
So in this moment I can reminisce

I'm terrified that I've become my own antithesis
I'm nervously awaiting like I'm expecting a diagnosis
Hoping that a name would be enough for metamorphosis
Let's skip the part about the poetry of the abyss
I keep trying to push these thoughts away
That everything that I have ever done was just for a display
I just have to tell myself that I'll be fine another day
For now just let the chorus play

I'm just so nervous all the time
I can't remember why
I cover with a rhyme
So I don't have to lie

This is nothing new for me but there are just some things I hope you never see
Some piece of mind from what I hope I'll never be
If I had a choice I'd beg you set me free
In my head I know that something must be done
But I have an excuse for now I'm having fun
Hear it in my voice but hope it's all for none
For now just let the chorus run

If I had any common sense I'd be consistently belligerent or constantly indifferent
Instead I'm just so nervous that my voice comes off as inconsistent
This should be the part
With the heart to heart
But I fell apart
At the very start
Wasn't very smart, right?

Now we move to the fade away
Wish that I was wrong, maybe I could stay
Maybe I can turn try to this all around
Before I get lost and I'm never found
Wandering around until I hear the sound
This melody wont let me go
The rhythm in me heart's become so slow
This melody wont let me go
The rhythm in me heart's become so slow

Just let me go let me go let me