If I Could Video (MV)

Sometimes it feels so real
And other times I feel
I can't reach out to you again
Remember what you said
That this won't be the end
But now we have to bid farewell
And after all this time
Your light no longer shines
I wonder if you are still there
So if you hear me now
I've changed but I'm not proud
I hope that you still smile whenever
I'll walk a thousand miles
And climb the highest mount
To sit beside you and hear you laugh
I'll fight all of my fears
And wipe off all my tears
To be there with you
And make you smile for me
The moment we first met
Your face I can't forget
So pure and innocent, so pretty
There's one thing I regret
I wish I could go back
And hold you close to me forever
I'm too afraid to see
What has become of me
I cannot step out of the darkness
Why don't you hold my hand
And put this to an end
I need to start a new beginning
I'll walk a thousand miles
And climb the highest mount
To sit beside you and hear you laugh
I'll fight all of my fears
And wipe off all my tears
To be there with you
And make you smile for me
And in my darkest hour
I call you through the night
And tell you I can't be without you
My love, I can't go on
So I'm leaving you this song
Forgive me
I am gone forever