Mind-Full Video (MV)

Tryna practice mindfulness but my minds fulla mess no time for a sec
Take a look inside ma head
There showin me love that I can't accept
Cuz I don't know how still I get down
With sounds and a mic and just think out loud
NG bound tryna do the above
To my bredrins house with these fruitful goods
For ya brain maintain you'll slip but get up
I tried telling myself but I'm fed up
And this rat race won't let up
I'm gettin real tired it's hard to fess up
Come on keep ya head up ethan
Only a few more days and its weekend
What kind of life is that
Don't think they heard still blind to the fact
Tryna practise mindfulness but my minds fully murky nothing can hurt me
But nothing can sweet me n that kinda irks me
It's only briefly that I'll a verse
I'm an inside guy but I'll ride out first
Sometimes I think my how am cursed
Other times I just think life's and it's works
Is waves and I should just mind how I surf
And all this go find ya worth's
Got me thinking is that just the thing ya say
Thinking they don't know a thing but they
Wanna talk but not listen to a thing you say
An at the end of the day I have to sit back and laugh at it all
Stick to the plan or I'll fall
Keep on keeping and stand up tall

My only objective is to make it right (Late at night)
I lay down on my bed n dwell on the pain n strife (We take in life)
Whether it is or the pain ain't mine
Makes me want ta stay inside like it's rainin
When I hear them problems I
Can't help but think that's it's draining me
My only objective is to make it right (Late at night)
I lay down on my bed n dwell on the pain n strife (We take in life)
Whether it is or the pain ain't mine
Makes me want ta stay inside like it's rainin
When I hear them problems I
Can't help but think that's it's draining me

Gotta keep on keeping and stick to plan god gives to the man
Even I gotta be distant with man
That's something I'll have to live with and accept
No disrespect but your stories
Help in no way shape or form so check
When u come with ya tales from the hood
Man It leaves my head in Mess
Tryna progress I dont wanna know who's next
I wanna know if its worth the stress?
You ride on him he ride for his friend
Then your friend rides cycle never ends
They just keep on peddling n I keep on stressing like how the f*ck can I change it
So I sit here rearranging
Words so they rhyme hoping they're relating
And how can I be mindful
When i wonder will they even play my tunes
There deep and abit too frank mind you
They might help you find you but how can I say that when I struggle
To filter out my minds rubble
At night toss, turn and tussle
Hopin god might burst my bubble
Or is that the problem do I ask for too much
Or is asking alone just a bit too much
Should I just give thanks and leave it there
Or maybe I just think too much
Maybe I should rub on my temples
Like calm down your gonna drive ya self mental
Time will tell if it's meant to
Be so just keep riding instrumentals

My only objective is to make it right (Late at night)
I lay down on my bed n dwell on the pain n strife (We take in life)
Whether it is or the pain ain't mine
Makes me want ta stay inside like it's rainin
But It's like there is no problem just stop complaining