Ødin - Refrain Lyrics

Spend time just trying to cope
Refrain from tying a rope
Ive been told that this year i'm Likely to blow
Still i'm sitting alone with a Knife to my throat

Spend time just trying to cope
Refrain from tying a rope
Ive been told that this year i'm Likely to blow
Still i'm sitting alone with a Knife to my throat

I gotta stay focused, no body knows that I'm hopeless
No body knows that I sleep on these sofas with roaches
How long will it take for someone to notice that im depressed
Bi polar - who knows what i'm writing next. I'm a mess. F*ck pills let me light the sesh
Cant get out this spider web. Odin knows that Tried my best
I confess that Ive made some mistakes - Still aiming for a place with a lake tryna stray from the blade
I cant take all this pain so its flames to these strains - don't wanna see me fading away from a birds eye view
F*ck around on earth and the hurse rides through for ya crew
Might leave em Deceased don't learn my lesson quick so the lesson repeats 2 dead homies in a week

Spend time just trying to cope
Refrain from tying a rope
Ive been told that this year i'm Likely to blow
Still i'm sitting alone with a Knife to my throat

Spend time just trying to cope
Refrain from tying a rope
Ive been told that this year i'm Likely to blow
Still i'm sitting alone with a Knife to my throat

Still sitting with a knife to my throat - People think I wanna kill my self but I don't
I just wanna find change as a man and to cope
Wish that I was on my own private island driving a boat
Coz i'm only 25 lost many friends wonder why i'm left alive
Don't wanna kill myself coz I know i'm next line
My rhymes are seblime my work ethic sucks tho
Give me a 12 gauge and ill unload. White chalk don't follow where this cunt goes
Most my brothers really love to huff snow. i'm stuck in dumb mode - call it thug life
Anxiety driven leaving me Tongue tied - Cant speak to my friends - nobody will come by
Its sad but Lately been stuck. Lately been thinking bout dangerous stuff, I

Spend time just trying to cope
Refrain from tying a rope
Ive been told that this year i'm Likely to blow
Still i'm sitting alone with a Knife to my throat

Spend time just trying to cope
Refrain from tying a rope
Ive been told that this year i'm Likely to blow
Still i'm sitting alone with a Knife to my throat