I found the note you wrote
When you loved me all those years ago
I felt the difference in your tone
The last time that we spoke
I found the soul that broke
In a closet where I hang my hopes
The hinge that makes my casket close
And the answers that we'll never know, I
I lost my place
Inside your brain
I'll never know the way you see me
In your head
Am I a monster amongst men
Do you wish we never met
Or that we'd start over again
In your head
Was I the burden in your bed
And all those things you never said
Do they just keep you up instead
In your head
I found the road you chose
Pushed me away, but still kept me close
All this time spent chasing a ghost
Of someone, guess I don't even know
I found the holes you poked
In the lies and stories that were told
The boy you swore was just a friend
Guess he's extra friendly behind closed doors
I lost the spark
You kept in your heart
I'll never know the way you see me
In your head
Am I a monster amongst men
Do you wish we never met
Or that we'd start over again
In your head
Was I the burden in your bed
And all those things you never said
Do they just keep you up instead
In your head
In your head
Am I a monster amongst men
Do you wish we never met
Or that we'd start over again
In your head
Was I the burden in your bed
And all those things you never said
Do they just keep you up instead
In your head