Everything At Once Video (MV)

Something told me you'd been looking for me
But weren't quite sure who you'd find
I know you thought that all that grass was greener
So what's it like, the other side
Someone told me that they saw you somewhere
And that you'd greet them with a smile
Took me some time but I think I'll be okay
Wish I could hate you for a while
You thought I was manic
No I'm just breaking
Your words just like daggers
They threaten my safety
Told you I loved you
Does that make me crazy
All I am is what you have made me
I am broken, open, hopeless and I'm saved
I am chosen, focused, forgotten and afraid
Of all these thoughts, I am everything at once
But I'm not yours
Maybe that's okay
Something told me I should just keep going
No matter how bad it could get
I wrote some notes to tell them all I'm sorry
Thought it'd be better if I left
Cause every day I saw the sun still shining
It never felt that bright to me
I did my best but I just felt like dying
Thought I could use some rest in peace
I played your words back in my head
Just trying to find reasons
Defend you to my friends
While I was still grieving
Told me you loved me
That changed with the seasons
Memories of me you deleted
I am broken, open, hopeless and I'm saved
I am chosen, focused, forgotten and afraid
Of all these thoughts, I am everything at once
But I'm not yours
Maybe that's okay
Something told me you'd been looking for me
But weren't quite sure who you'd find
I know I thought that I can't live without you
But here I am, I'm still alive
I am broken, open, hopeless and I'm saved
I am chosen, focused, forgotten and afraid
Of all these thoughts, I am everything at once
But I'm not yours
Maybe that's okay
I am broken, open, hopeless and I'm saved
I am chosen, focused, forgotten and afraid
Of all these thoughts, I am everything at once
But I'm not yours
Maybe that's okay