Dia - Broken Lyrics

Lately
I gotta be wasted
Cause my mind keeps wandering back into the dark space that I left you at
How come
It's always my burden
Every time you wanna pretend like it isn't something you should deal with?

I keep repeating instead of healing
So I can't take pity on myself
That time is over
Not any closer
To escaping this relentless hell

I can't seem to sleep when I'm lonely
Wish that you were here to just hold me
Til I realize that you broke me
You broke me, broke broke me
All this time that I have been waiting
Thinking, hoping that you were changing
Finding out that you were just playing
Like it was a game to you that I wasn't winning
Should've told me from the beginning
Can't believe that I wasn't thinking
How could I not know exactly where this was going
Seen the signs, oh yeah they were showing
I'm just happy I finally know ya

Maybe
You already showed me
Figured out I had to save me from myself
Weightless
I feel like I'm flying
Cause I know I'm better here without you now
Know I'm better here without you now

You took my peace and left me in pieces
Leaving me to fix what was destroyed
Now I am stronger
Didn't belong there
Made it out the everlasting void

I can't seem to sleep when I'm lonely
Wish that you were here to just hold me
Til I realize that you broke me
All that time I should've been growing
All the things I lost without knowing
Everything you did is imploding
You won't break me, no