Devon Braxton - Name Your Price (feat. Lonely Leonard & Vic With the Left) Lyrics

Can you run that shit back from the beginning?
Word
Yo I'm in the f*cking studio, I got a double styrofoam cup
Just chilling with my niggas
I been kind of lost lately, but I know this where I belong
Yo
She's a hell-bound angel, ambitions of waiting tables
Only aspiration is making it to the rager
Sympathy for a sinner, thinking thoughts of trying to save her
But I won't get in to how that grimy bitch played me
Visions of the future, I'm zooted, secluded, and booted
Confused, why the bad feelings always be the truest
Yo, it's stupid and f*cked up
Tired of saying love sucks
Regretting the second I make you more than a nut bus
She mad I ain't trying to tie the knot, yuh
Keep stopping, but I'm telling her to stop, yuh
Been burned so many times, you learn to look alive
I can't tell if you got some kind of plot, yuh
Want to come with me on the road but
She know she don't want that type of life, I
Told her you'll never convince me
She said everything has a price
Girl, I ain't never bump no Jodeci
So I don't know what type of man I'm s'posed to be
I feel so precious when you holding me
Cause I don't let nobody close to me
I never introduced you to the sober me
Cause pretty soon you'll just be over me
A fine memory, I hope I'll be
Remember me, remember me
Don't remember the last time we saw each other
Probably when we was fighting with one another
Got me thinking were we ever really lovers
Sleeping together, sleeping under different covers
Waking and faking our feelings just to start the day
Shaking and baking and popping pillies on the way
Making and taking our baby, I don't got a say
But you still want me to chase you like you a runaway
But is it running if I let you walk up out my life?
Is it my gamble if I let someone else roll the dice?
I never wanted this I'm trying to apologize
But every time I do, I'm always getting penalized
For pushing you away and never letting no one in
You would too if you could see the places that I been
Baby I'm a sinner, I'm a victim of the past
I guess that's why I never chased you, it still got me in a grasp
And I just wanted to acknowledge I still want you in my life
No it can never be the same and I don't want it to
I want it to be better than the last time
Ready to sacrifice, baby girl name your price
And we gon do it right, you know it shawty
Baby I'm just trying to do you right
I'm just trying to do you right, right
Maybe we can go and end the night
And show you what this life like
Promises were too hard to keep
I was too hard to read
Why you get mad at me?
Why are you all on the defense?
Trauma I am battling
It got me all on the defense
Feels like I'm caught in a dream
When I say shit, just know that I mean it
When I call quits, just know that I'm leaving
Wasn't what you want, but it was what you needed, yeah
Shit change like seasons
I had my cover blown changing between females
Go and bust it open
The ego on foreclosure, I'm just speaking out of focus
Your skin like the petals outside of a blooming lotus
Girls came in, I'm anxious, hope they didn't notice
I analyze too much
See that you're nervous
Before I do my thing, I hope you know that you're worth it
Now I'm fantasizing too much
Pouring liquor and juice up
Talking 'bout your past, I'll f*ck you good in the future
You know I can baby
In the presence of true beauty, no makeup or new booty
View on the world is skewed but the voice is truly soothing
Do I take the bait?
Fishing for a love my heart can't debate
Day to day, set the bar higher than the prior take
What's the aim?
IDK baby, ain't these other lames
Watch how I move, you'll see why I get a price to me
You'll see why I get a price to me