I made a promise to myself: i won't be late
Woke up at five, drank some water, then i ate
Out my feelings that i have when i'm alone
I got know girl or no friends to hit my phone
It could be just imagine in my mind
I'm feeling numb and cold deep down inside
I push away all the thoughts inside my head
That i would rather be happy if i'm dead
Cuz no one ever feels the way i do
The way i do
And HOME doesn't feel the way it should
The way it should
I made my bed
I did my hair
I hate my image
My life's unfair i
Need some change
Or rearrange
Around some parts
Can't be the same i
I got regrets
Worse than the rest
I'm not a saint
I only cause pain and
I know i know i know
There's a small light inside my soul but
No one ever feels the way i do
The way i do
And HOME doesn't feel the way it should
The way it should
Summertime inside my mind with my misery all alone
Maybe i could let it fly
But i know that i can't cry alone but
Summertime inside my mind with my misery all alone
Maybe i could let it fly
But i know that i can't cry alone but
Melatonin dreaming
Not baking soda scheming
Thinking every black boy be busy triple beaming
I'm looking for my happiness
Surrounded by these demons
Ask me just what happened dawg
I'm looking for the reason
I'm melatonin dreaming
Not baking soda scheming
Thinking every black boy be busy triple beaming
I'm looking for my happiness
Surrounded by these demons
Ask me just what happened dawg
I'm looking for the reason
I'm melatonin dreaming
Melatonin dreaming
I'm Melatonin dreaming
Melatonin dreaming
Not baking soda scheming
I'm melatonin dreaming
Melatonin dreaming
Melatonin dreaming
Melatonin dreaming
Not baking soda scheming
Melatonin dreaming