Deviator - Open Wounds Lyrics

All my life I have always looked up to you
But now I hold my head down when I walk through a crowd
Thanks to you the pain inside my neck
Reminds me to stop staring at the sky

You were supposed to be the one to show me how to be a man
But instead you ran away with a needle and a bottle in your hand
But I've made it my life goal to never be like you

I won't be like you
I'll stand tried and true
I won't be like you
I'll stand tried and true

I have always looked up to you but the bruises and memories are all I have (All I have)
My mended heart can't stay intact if you keep pulling out the stitches
I don't respect you enough to call you my father (Call you my father)
You don't deserve to call me your son
Call me your son

So tell me how it feels to be alone
To be on your own
Like you left me

So I'll say goodbye to you
Just become a fading memory
I'm home
I'm not alone
I'm home
I'm not alone