Deviants - Pain Lyrics

Go
Rewind, Go back to a time, Before
Everyone believed me when I said I was fine, I'm
Livin' life on the edge of a knife
And I don't give a single f*ck if you want me to die
No
I do what I want
I will fight to the bitter end with you
At the end of the day I'll do what I wanna do
If I don't wanna be here don't force me (Don't f*cking force me)
Don't make me live, while suffering
This emptiness is killing me, it's smothering
I'm not myself at the end of the day
Just make the pain go away
Stop pressuring me, I just wanna be free
But you keep on telling me that reassurance is key
I've been livin' a lie, no matter how hard I try
Nothing that I do will fix it and I just wanna die
I don't need you to tell me everything will be fine
I've got one in the chamber, Pull the trigger
The choice is mine
Blegh
I will fight to the bitter end with you
At the end of the day I'll do what I wanna do
If I don't wanna be here don't force me (Don't f*cking force me)
Don't make me live, while suffering
This emptiness is killing me, it's smothering
I'm not myself at the end of the day
Just make the pain go away
I hate this feeling like I'm on my own
No one beside me to help me grow
So let me tell you something you don't know
Together or not
We all die alone
I will fight to the bitter end with you
At the end of the day I'll do what I wanna do
If I don't wanna be here don't force me (Don't f*cking force, me)
Don't make me live, while suffering
This emptiness is killing me, it's smothering
I'm not myself at the end of the day
Just make this pain go away
Just make this pain go away
Just make the pain go away