Oh, I'm feeling blue
We walk through the door to find you apart
Been laughing the whole time
I hold your hands in mine, we share a smile
A box of hands and you in the other
Smile, I laugh and I lie, my mother
Then, the light turns green
What have I done
Have I made a mistake
'Cause I can't remember why I feel this way
Hey, your life flashes by
As I travel away
My home is not my home no more
My home is now my grave
Oh, I'm feeling blue
The gift that gave me alchemy, safe route
Butter sweet and heard her heart to taste
So many songs that will never sound the same
Stuffed animals that used to light up the room
That light how I fell out of love with you
Out of sight, but I see you every day
Oh, why the hell do I keep recalling
The good, the great, I had all I wanted
How on earth do I lose him in a day
I left my sweatshirt at her place
I'm turning back to my old ways
Can't keep commitments, I'm the same as what I hated
Ain't it funny how we change
What have I done
Have I made a mistake
'Cause I can't remember why I feel this way
Hey, your light flashes by
As I drive away
My home's not my home no more
My home's not my grave
Oh, oh, oh
I never knew how this love was new to me
Oh, oh, oh
I never knew how this love could do this to me
I miss your love
I miss your touch
I've had your love
But I threw them away
I hate myself
I hate this pain
I hate that I've lost everything
Oh, oh, oh
It's getting cold
This time of year
Oh, oh, oh
But it's cold enough
'Cause you're not here