Destoria - Fuel To The Fire Lyrics

You think I'm dead inside for the way I toss and turn at night
You're right I'm burning at every f*cking end
Everyday I chase down the rabbit hole
Without a doubt I lunge to the crushing deep
I've got the best of intentions on my payroll
The price for serenity is never cheap
Clinging to the past so the venom flows
Decompose me
I just want my heart and brain to be one
My emotional capacity is almost done
Throwing fuel to the fire, I just can't quit
Way longer than I care to admit
It's much easier said than done
I'd rather battle myself than give in to a loaded gun
It's coming down to the wire, the chamber spins
My regrets are sucking free of all my oxygen
It all comes back around in the final round
I need to make amends before it all comes crashing down
I'm sick of not listening to myself
Getting closer to the end of the road
I'll be scattered and bended before the end
Sometimes, I need a fresh reminder of the blood in my veins
In my veins
No need to worry about what will remain
What will remain
Flock to my body like a pack of crows
Angels and demons decide how to dispose
Split me in half, write my epitaph
Tell them everything, my life is an open book
Slice me open
I'm still coming to terms with why the f*ck I'm still alive
With all the torment and strife I've faced in my life
It's a f*cking wonder how I've survived
I should be face down in the dirt
No one would care, my mind is everywhere
Skipping across the lake of life
Never ending bounce across the longest knife
My fate will be mine to decide
My heart says hold on, my brain screams to die
Throwing fuel to the fire, I just can't quit
Way longer than I care to admit
It's much easier said than done
I'd rather battle myself than give in to a loaded gun
It's coming down to the wire, the chamber spins
My regrets are sucking free of all my oxygen
It all comes back around in the final round
I need to make amends before it all comes crashing down
(It all comes crashing down)