My mind has reached its boiling point
In this ever-changing tapestry of sorrow and hate
One thing's for certain
I know I am changing but what can you say for yourself?
I've given up years for you to wipe the slate clean and get the help you need
But all you've done is bleed me dry from the inside out now
After everything you've put me through
There's nothing left to do
I'm stranded out in the blue
The world made me distant, I had no control over it
The pain is consistent now
The hourglass comes back around
When you're put in the ground
There's nothing left to say to me now
We were never meant to last this long
The birds have sung our swan song
Our souls were dead all along
Walking on eggshells was never my specialty
Never knowing what would set you off the rails
Never knowing how to balance the scales
Always leaving neverending doubt on my mind
Always leaving everybody behind
Don't you think I know better than to let you in again
Rip the parasite from my veins
You're as low as the dirt underneath
There's no deceiving me
I'll f*cking break me free now
(I'll break me free)
(I'll f*cking break me free now)
The only light you'll see are the flames beneath
As you fall apart at the seams
You never meet me halfway
It's your way or the highway
As you drive us off the beaten path now
The hourglass comes back around
When you're put in the ground
There's nothing left to say to me now
We were never meant to last this long
The birds have sung our swan song
Our souls were dead
We never stood a chance
Doomed
We ignored the pressure for far too long
As our lungs collapse
We'll speak in tongues
Of the dead and abandoned hierarchy
Pretending to know what's at the end of my rope
Just drive the nail and call it a f*cking day yeah
Open your eyes
I've given up years for you to wipe the slate clean and get the help you need
But all you've done is bleed me dry from the inside out now
After everything you've put me through
There's nothing left to do
I'm stranded out in the blue
The hourglass comes back around
When you're put in the ground
There's nothing left to say to me now
We were never meant to last this long
The birds have sung our swan song
Our souls were dead all along
(And you told me you'd change)
(But it all just stays the same)
(And you told me you'd change)
(But it all just stays the f*cking same)
And you told me you'd change...
But it all just stays the same
And you told me you'd change...
But it all just stays the f*cking same
And you told me you'd change...
But it all just stays the same
And you told me you'd change...
But it all just stays the f*cking same