Desonda - Don't Mind Lyrics

Back when I only had pictures of Gran Torinos
My brothers Khany and Koyuncu grounded my ego
Reminding me were living a movie without a sequel
Where everyones a villain or a wannabe anti hero
I know the hood mentality took more than a few lives
With so few choices it can be hard to do right
People packing couple of guns, more than a few knives
Til everything ends in blood splatter, flashing blue lights
I was born to make a killing spilling writtens from all this heart ache
All the hypes around being the realest but really we're feeling these villains
Even though all of their arts fake
I ain't ever buried no bodies but I hope for all my sins I'm forgiven all the times I stayed up praying that the dawn don't break
Hoping that the law might bend
That my future foes ain't peeps I used to call my friends and that the dream don't end

I've got about thirty thousand days I've done a third of 'em
I've made a couple mistakes, so I could learn from 'em
Nearly died a couple times they ain't heard
I survived, now I'm dropping this fire, haters are burn victims
First album in a while, fans've been so patient
Got family alive, for that I'm so grateful
Made it through the night, even though I danced with Satan
Made it to the light, now my mind's elevated
I'm still weak at times, you can catch me with a hookup and a weeded smile
I'm still processing pain when she ain't need me then
But I'm glad brothers and friends are still breathing now
If you think this train can be derailed, you should leave it out
I'm From the belly of the east of town
Nearly spent life cabbaged on a seedy couch
But instead I chose to make it for the ends, and man

So you thought that I'd give up so easy
As if I'd slip at every step
But now it's all you when you need me
Well, well, well
It's water under the bridge now I'm sailing
You're just a memory, fading away
Fading away

And I don't mind
I don't mind
Cuz I'll make it through this, and
You'll be fine
You'll be fine
Even though its colder
Through the nights
Through the nights
I know I'll be stronger for it
I know I'll be stronger for it, yeah

And I don't mind
I don't mind
You'll be fine
You'll be fine
Through the nights
Through the nights