Always in a New York State of mind
This state of mine
Cloud the room just to face the sky
I'm saying high
Every time that the gang arrive
You facing 5
M.A.G said you wasting time
Let's get this money
Counting hunnids so my paper fine
Bet you counting on my failure
Cuz you hate the vibe
I'm just hoping that I make it so I pray to God
Couple niggas die to live
We live to stay alive
Back to the wall
One way sign over head of me
Like I got options
When moms cards crazy
Pops beyond lazy
Sis ain't bond lately
Bro been gone lately
And got Baby waiting on a baby
Options looking slim but ain't the one shady nah
All the things that's I could do wit a calm 80 Large
Some Shyt I could probably get in a calm 80 Bars
Flow colder than 2 Bs & like 80 Rs
Crowds full of a few dicks & like 80 Bras
To hear me rap about some wins & like 80 scars
I ain't stopping 'til I could get me about 80 cars
Day 1's, might be away from y'all
But Jason with the chasing walk
I ain't saying that I'm patient lawd
But I been pacing y'all
Really I'm just tryna be the billy goat to the raceless ones
Really I just wanna touch a Millie of them faceless ones
F*ck that
A Billie of them faceless ones
Always in a New York State of mind
This state of mine
Cloud the room just to face the sky
I'm saying high
Every time that the gang arrive
You facing 5
M.A.G said you wasting time
Let's get this money
Counting hunnids so my paper fine
Bet you counting on my failure
Cuz you hate the vibe
I'm just hoping that I make it so I pray to God
Couple niggas die to live
We live to stay alive
A couple soldiers needed a moment of silence
Couple soldiers never came home from the sirens
Been writing to my soldier he need some inspiring
F*ck it I'm writing to make sure he write me back
I'm writing cuz that my mans
I write cuz I understand
Ya life is not in ya hands
No way you be prepared now
This is the place where caution meets wind
Throw yo hands up
Like you was blind and you lost your cane
Stretch ya palms out
Show them the whitest part of yo skin
And maybe then they'll hesitate
And momma's Levi won't break
She already did her face
Don't want it to go to waste
Been crying enough
Did my makeup cuz I look insane
And Cracking now
Is like washing the car before the rain
I'm blacking out
A soldier is anyone given you strength
And so apart of my being
Is missing from my core
A daughter or a son
Sister Or ya boy
They tryna steal our joy
We tryna fill the void
The say life is a game so we ride 'round with that toy
They say that we to blame not the things that we were taught
Gotta be prepared cuz somethings you can't avoid
Always in a New York State of mind
This state of mine
Cloud the room just to face the sky
I'm saying high
Every time that the gang arrive
You facing 5
M.A.G said you wasting time
Let's get this money
Counting hunnids so my paper fine
Bet you counting on my failure
Cuz you hate the vibe
I'm just hoping that I make it so I pray to God
Couple niggas die to live
We live to stay alive