Denial Correlation - Part of the Plan Lyrics

All that I love, all that I'm fond of
Everything is gone
All that I know flew out the window
To the great beyond
Tell me again, how did this happen
I know I'm to blame
I've fallen ill, now that my life will
Never be the same

It's painful dealing with a tragedy
I close my eyes and hope it magically
Disappears but I know that it's real
I'm in denial and I try to cope
By watching life through a kaleidoscope
But the colors don't change how I feel
So what am I to say
And what am I to do
Fortune has forsaken me, but I'll try to power through
I am in dismay
'Cause I don't understand
Why these things are happening, is this all part of the plan
Is it part of the plan

All that I missed, and all that I cherished
It was all right here
(I feel like a failure)
I wish I knew what I could do to
Make it reappear

'Cause I would do anything
And I would make any deal
And I would pull any string
And I would grease any wheel
If there was some way to bring
Back everything that I lost
I would climb any hill
And I would scale any fence
And I would make any kill
And I would spare no expense
I don't give a damn about the cost

It's painful dealing with a tragedy
I close my eyes and hope it magically
Disappears but I know that it's real
I'm in denial and I try to cope
By watching life through a kaleidoscope
But the colors don't change how I feel
So what am I to say
And what am I to do
Fortune has forsaken me, but I'll try to power through
I am in dismay
'Cause I don't understand
Why these things are happening, is this all part of the plan
The plan

I don't believe that this is all part of the plan, or is it
Sometimes things just get too out of hand

So I fall to my knees in despair
With fingers clasping in prayer
I know that life isn't fair
But this is pitiful
Why are you trying to break me, God
Just answer me, I know that you're there

It's painful dealing with a tragedy
I close my eyes and hope it magically
Disappears but I know that it's real
('Cause this is real)
I'm in denial and I try to cope
By watching life through a kaleidoscope
But the colors don't change how I feel
So what am I to say
And what am I to do
Fortune has forsaken me, but I'll try to power through
I am in dismay
'Cause I don't understand
Why these things are happening, is this all part of the plan
I'm coming back for you, love
I'll do anything I can
It's all part of the plan
Part of the plan