Denial Correlation - Change My Course Lyrics

I feel like a failure, It's not like how those old fairy tales were
I should be delighted, but one feeling persists when I fight it
That I worked so hard to arrive where I am
But damn I've been scammed this whole dream is a sham
I'm finally close to this goal that I set, but yet im beset with regret

What more can this journey be than torture if it's hurting me
From now until eternity
Maybe I should change my course
I can say decisively that now I have the light to see
This pathway isn't right for me
Maybe I should change my course

I got what I wanted
How come all my successes feel haunted
This victory's hollow
I was starving but now I can't swallow
'Cause I worked so hard to arrive where I am
But damn I've been scammed this whole dream is a sham
I'm finally close to this goal that I set, but yet im beset with regret

What more can this journey be than torture if it's hurting me
From now until eternity
Maybe I should change my course
I can say decisively that now I have the light to see
This pathway isn't right for me
Maybe I should change my course

Some say there's just one path to choose
And if you finish last you lose
But now I'm seeing that's untrue
You don't have to do what they ask of you
If something's not a perfect match
Then chasing isn't worth the catch
Just stop and start over from scratch
It might hurt perhaps like the earth collapsed
With a nervous laugh but the worst will pass
Hit reverse and gas go from first to last
And kick the universe's ass

I feel like a failure, It's not like how those old fairy tales were
I should be delighted

What more can this journey be than torture if it's hurting me
From now until eternity
Maybe I should change my course
I can say decisively that now I have the light to see
This pathway isn't right for me
Maybe I should change my course

What more can this journey be than torture if it's hurting me
From now until eternity
Maybe I should change my course
I can say decisively that now I have the light to see
This pathway isn't right for me
Maybe I should change my course