Den - Joker Lyrics

I don't know what version of him I was hooked
Bonnie and Clyde wasn't fun as it looked
I waited, waited, with the bottle emptied
Now I tell myself to quit the pitty party
I don't know what's making me feel so sick
The booze, the smoke, or the fact that you ripped
My heart out my chest and I choked
But I wanted more even if it's your joke
So hurt me
Till I feel sick
The wounds I
Haven't yet licked
Fell in love with the joker
Gave me jokes and games but not like poker
A queen should've never ever played
It's all a cycle like scab wounds and charades
Fell in love with the joker
Gave me jokes and games but not like poker
A queen should've never ever played
It's all a cycle like scab wounds and charades
You blame me for shit you now put in my head
I knew love makes you hopeful and now I want it dead
I rather be doubtful because I know now
Even the ones you think would never will cause you to frown
I don't want perfect
I never wanted easy
I keep asking myself what the f*ck is wrong with me
They all throw themselves
Like I down my Daniels
And I still gave you attention
Like you wouldn't be a lesson
Poison from alcohol
Shot of henny
The daily role call
You can kiss me
Back then but not this part
My kidneys can't keep up with this broken heart
Fell in love with the joker
Gave me jokes and games but not like poker
A queen should've never ever played
It's all a cycle like scab wounds and charades
Fell in love with the joker
Gave me jokes and games but not like poker
A queen should've never ever played
It's all a cycle like scab wounds and charades
Was I just a fantasy?
Gave me jokes and games to make me believe
Now handles are my only friend
Did I really thread a picture just in my head
Fake smiles makes me delirious
Asked me why I am so damn serious
Fell in love with the joker
Gave me jokes and games but not like poker
A queen should've never ever played
It's all a cycle like scab wounds and charades
Fell in love with the joker
Gave me jokes and games but not like poker
(I waited, waited, with the bottle emptied)
Now I tell myself to quit the pitty party
Fell in love with the joker
Cold as winter and he froze my patterns
Made my pedals fall and crack
But I'm the red queen get your head in the gap