I took my anger from you
And dropped it like missiles
On the innocent eyes watching
You found me caged in my well cocoon
Made from my brittle bones and my rotten flesh
Made me open up like the rest
Like a butterfly
I was good at protecting my wings
You gave the courage to go way too high
I just know I'll hate myself even more than I do
Cause I know I'll have to rip off my wings
To give them back to you
Like a rose
You cut my thorns off so
That I couldn't hurt you
Left me defenceless to harden in a shattered mess
So that no one else can
Put the petals back
Expecting me to pull him out
But he doesn't see
Thorns are sharp no wonder the others don't believe
When he's too drunk to realize that he should leave me
Said he isn't capable of breaking me
I know it's true
Cause I'm far too broken to be
I don't wanna feel like I need someone
The last time I made him number one
I was so focused on myself falling
Didn't realize he was my down fall calling
But I needed to feel something
I wanted to feel you
Under my fingertips
How come I'm pressed against
His lips
Know I'm capable for breaking hearts
Guess I was always the broken one
I'll lie and say you did it though
Truth is you were keeping me from it
From the cold
Did you leave me here to die
I bet you loved to see me cry
You broke my damn heart in two
Tell me it isn't true
Please tell me it's not you
How could I be so blind
Suffocate on your knives
Your empty words just a lie
I'm vomiting up the bricks that made me swallow
Now I'm so hollow
Guess I don't matter to you
Guess it didn't matter
My heart's already in two
It's probably mending back for you
But love is patient
Love is kind
Too bad it always messes with my mind
Don't know what else to say
You made it pretty clear
You like your own way
But hurt people hurt people
I don't know what that means
But hurt people hurt people so what happens when there's two in the seams
In the seams
It seems that
One of them's more hurt than the other
Look at my tainted wings
Taught me to fly
Just so we could both fall in sync every night
Thought you were a rose but you were a weed
I can't believe I couldn't even see
You warned me and I didn't believe
Horns are so sharp they pricked me and left a mark
Devil eyes
You had such devil eyes
I don't know why I didn't despise
Didn't despise
Guess I have a thing for pain
It's the only thing I know how to breathe
Told me he's heartbreaker but he's not capable of breaking me, oh jhee
Realized it's cause I'm already broken, hope she was fulfilling
Hope she tasted whole
Congratulations you convinced me
Now I fully see, but you won't catch me on my knees
I don't beg when I'm not wanted
But you still have my thoughts clouded
The amount of cigarettes aren't as dangerous as you
You got me crying out to the moon
Loving the smell of ash trays
It's f*cking dé ja vu