Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
I keep it to myself I hold it in
Get on my knees and pray I say amen
That Saturday night, it was like it was meant to be
On the edge of seventeen we took that
Crazy train straight down the middle
Night we met we said so little
In my blood had so much doubt
But now it's time I let it out
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
It's not in my blood, it's not in my veins
I'll get through this hardship, I'll get through this pain
I'm on a new wave, I'm on a new level
I'm on something different that you can't handle
Feelin' super fire, super fly, super sky high
Feelin' super fire, super fly, like I can't die
Look up, I see the sky
Look up, that sky's mine
Look up, don't stare down
Look up, look up where I am now
At the top the world with a fab smile
Don't care what you say, no matter how vile
I'm getting better, not giving up
'Cause it's not in my veins and it's not in my blood
Does it ever get better?
I will keep myself
I will find a way
It isn't in my blood
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
It isn't in my blood
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't