[ Featuring David Conway ]
I first want to start by saying goodbye to my kids,to my wife,my friends,my family and lastly to all those who have persucted me and hated me throughout the years. Yall finally got what you wanted for me to be dead
My heart slows
Gets below
80
But my mind racing
Ct 90
Crm goes numb
Eyes roll back I turn pale I feel dumb
Im now chewing on my tongue
Body drops to the floor
The part of me thats me is no more
I start to float
I look down an realize im toast
I can here the echo
Its all melancholy an mellow
To the ears
Its my kids little voices and there tears
Little cheeks running streams like a faucet
May be the first ghost that just lost it
I try and climb back in
But I cant reach its like a invisble forcefield now I know its the end
When I reach that hospital table
Body cold its been too long body cold disabled
I here the electric charging through the cables
I think to myself this life has been cane an I wasnt able.
I here a paramedic say 1, 2 clear
They go zap no no oh no I dont re appear
Im fading away I disappear
I see the light
Its Jesus I reach for his hand
Im losing my grip Im falling I disband
Things are getting hot
I realize things in my life was wrong now heres where I rot.
Time goes on without me
So much time is passing
Sorry Zoe I couldnt be there when that first boy broke youre heart
Thats what you think about when you cry youre eyes an youre fallin apart.
Same for you my only son when that girl left you stranded at walmart.
5 more years go by youre standing at that alter looking for daddy
The boy you love his name is Danny
Him and his mom nancy
Cre worried about you
Youre at youre wedding
Just crying and begging
God to send me back
More time passes
Youre taking these night classes
Because youre scared
Of the dispair
To tell Danny youre pregnant
Cnd youd always remember it
If he was the 2nd man to leave
9 more months you have a son an you name him after me.
You now understand what its like to be blind by tears you cant see
When you realize youre baby
Looks just like youre daddy
You pass him to his uncle
You start to cry as youre brother gives him knucks he gives him knuckles
Just how daddy used to give fist bumps
You and Christian
You both missing
Me an have this sibling bonding moment
You both know daddy would be proud and you own it
