DéjAria - Kudos To Myself Lyrics

Kudos to myself
After many times I rehearsed
I learned how to put me first
Rely on yourself
Disappear without a trace
No matter what other people say
Stayin' in my own lane
It be a lot on my mind
Feel like I'm wastin' time
It's a lot to comprehend
Don't know where to begin
I wonder if I'll make it to the end
Won't freeze me to death
Walkin' through this world on fire
I know your heart cold
You need a lighter
Mentally strong
All I do is peddle
Won't never ever bring me down to your level
I know I come off as unique
Maybe even mystique
Respect is a two-way street
Don't wanna hear negativity
People steady watchin' me
Just don't interrupt my peace
Although it's givin' beauty
I can show you a beast
Don't need to know how I roll
As long as you know who's in control
I know that I reached my goal Shouldn't have to say no more
Kudos to myself
After many times I rehearsed
I learned how to put me first
Rely on yourself
Disappear without a trace
No matter what other people say
Stayin' in my own lane
It be a lot on my mind
Feel like I'm wastin' time
It's a lot to comprehend
Don't know where to begin
I wonder if I'll make it to the end
Lookin' back
Thinkin' life would be a breeze
I had to wait and see
Still intact
Though I had more energy
Younger me would agree
Now I overthink
Mindset changed after goin' Through certain things
Sometimes life really feels like a dream
Always workin' on my self-esteem Trustin' myself to do everything I can
Hope I never end up in that position again
Got the opportunity
I took it and I ran
And I'd do it over again
Don't need to know how I roll
As long as you know who's in control
I know that I reached my goal Shouldn't have to say no more
Kudos to myself
After many times I rehearsed
I learned how to put me first
Rely on yourself
Disappear without a trace
No matter what other people say
Stayin' in my own lane
It be a lot on my mind
Feel like I'm wastin' time
It's a lot to comprehend
Don't know where to begin
I wonder if I'll make it to the end