Deflect - Crystal Blue Dreams Lyrics

These are my nights alone
Two bottles of patron
Jet plane above my home
I'm falling into crystal blue dreams
Not sure where I will go
Red pills or blowing smoke
This is all I control
I'm falling in a crystal blue dream

I got too much in my mind to let anyone in
Too much to do for you to come join me in sin
Got my marijuana day dreams
Purple drinkin' nightmares
Bring my dreams to life
Pulling beats right out of thin air
I got too much in my budget for these vices that I use
I got way too many stressors to just fall asleep with you
Got my work life, home life, love life, me life
Living in my head til I find out what I believe life
Livin nine lives, like a cat but if I die in one
Every other one will die with it so I'ma have some fun
I know that the world's got problems and it's going to hell
Sometimes you gotta forget all that and pop a couple pills

These are my nights alone
Two bottles of patron
Jet plane above my home
I'm falling into crystal blue dreams
Not sure where I will go
Red pills or blowing smoke
This is all I control
I'm falling in a crystal blue dream

I got too much in my life to be more than just friends
Got these vipers tryna steal my energy in my bed
Got my fake friends in my DMs
Real friends I've been keeping
All these users like me
Tryna take my weed, man
I don't know you well enough to be giving you drugs
I don't know you well enough to be sharing my bud
I've been stressed out, spaced out, tossed out, shoved out
Livin in my head til I forget that I've been drugged out
All these talking heads hacking us in our media
Tryna mess my brain up, but really I ain't feeding ya
I spend way too much time on my phone all alone when I'm in
So tonight I'ma turn all that off and get inside my head

These are my nights alone
Two bottles of patron
Jet plane above my home
I'm falling into crystal blue dreams
Not sure where I will go
Red pills or blowing smoke
This is all I control
I'm falling in a crystal blue dream