Defences - Breathe It In Lyrics

Behind the curtain
Caught in between
Who I once was
And who I still want to be

Is it time to find the meaning?
A version of you unseen?
Untold opportunity
Capitulate
Let what will be just be

Can't stop the freefall now
Just gotta breathe it in
It pulls me to the ground
And I let it, I'm embedded
It's not worth pining for
Something I'll never have
It pulls me to the ground
And I let it
I'm embedded

And from down here I see
My place in everything
It's beautiful and terrifying
Am I living or is life happening to me?
What comes with accepting I

Can't stop the freefall now
Just gotta breathe it in
It pulls me to the ground
And I let it, I'm embedded
It's not worth pining for
Something I'll never have
It pulls me to the ground
And I let it
I'm embedded

Takes a lot to hold on
To hold on
To hold on
Takes a lot to hold on
To hold on
To hold on

I keep resisting then insisting something else is wrong
Won't let what will be just be, reality will always conquer
Takes a lot to hold on but takes so much more to just to let go
Learn to surrender all control

Can't stop the freefall now
Just gotta breathe it in
It pulls me to the ground
And I let it, I'm embedded
It's not worth pining for
Something I'll never have
It pulls me to the ground
And I let it
I'm embedded"