Deen Chase - Wonders of the Unknwn Lyrics

I feel a presence hovering over me
The voice in my head say smoke some weed
Grab the Bob Marley papers to hold the leaf (aye, aye)
How come nothing ever is how its 'posed to be
Spent life asking God why its always me
Grandma say he got a plan unknown to me (aye, aye)

Sad story
I'm smoking good, too bad its bad for me
Without cameras my memory gone in a flash surely
Ain't that some shit
I gotta sit and look at pictures to remember that my f*ckin' past horrid
Close your eyes for a wee second
You see me on a lifeboat and I need rescue
I think I'm on a exploration tryna reach heaven
But I just sink to low they call depression
Below sea-level

It's pointless try'n do better
It's by design, it's set up
One purpose, one vendetta (shit)
Shit, other than that
I'm coolin' how I usually
Known for drug abuses
My mind is gone, it's useless

I still feel like I'm spectatin'
Not living but I'm just waitin'
Had a convo with the devil he was just sayin'
That he can't help but pull me in, he's just Satan
Lord I hope you understand, uh
Look who's deranged again, look who's deranged again
Happened at age of eleven, I'm used to stranger things
Suppressing memories, not so amazing when
The good get gone with it, congrat me I played myself
Woah

I feel a presence hovering over me
The voice in my head say smoke some weed
Grab the Bob Marley papers to hold the leaf (aye, aye)
How come nothing ever is how its 'posed to be
Spent life asking God why its always me
Grandma say he got a plan unknown to me
Woah
It's pointless try'n do better
It's by design, it's set up
One purpose, one vendetta
Shit, other than that
I'm coolin' how I usually
Known for drug abuses
My mind is gone, it's useless
I just pray it come back

Just come on back, come on back
Come on back, mind come on back
Come on back, just come on back
Mind come on back, come on back
To me