Deemarlo - Philophobia Lyrics

It's Baba Uno so you know it's lit
Ay yo, Juno
How you expect me to trust you
I can't even trust myself
Had me spending all that time contemplating how you ass felt
When I explain shit on my end, you couldn't hear me, yeah you was deaf
Type of shit that make you numb
Take my heart out, put it on the shelf
And I tried my best to treat you right, you had played my shit to the left
I ain't tryna love again, that shit just too bad for my health
It's like I just can't let my feelings take priority over wealth
Expecting me to double back, I just hope he ain't holding your breath
Yeah, I ain't into wasted time, I'd rather fall back
I gave you grace, got you thinking you all that
I play it smooth, keep my focus up on them racks
Then elevated, why would I ever go back
I think it's crazy how fast things change
Pouring your heart out to a lame, will leave you feeling strange
Like why apologize, turn around and do the same thing
It be like different place, different face, same game
Now I think it's best we disconnect, I don't mean no disrespect
I won't settle for neglect, all your shit you come collect
Over with, I'm through with that, find a mirror, redirect
All them problems you project, cause they ain't got nothing to do with that, yeah
Every f*cking nigga I f*ck wanna f*cking love me and be with me
You the only motherf*cking bitch that don't want to
And I f*cking hate you, I hate you
How you expect me to trust you, I can't even trust myself
Had me spending all that time contemplating how you had felt
When I explained shit on my end, you couldn't hear me, yeah, you was deaf
Type of shit that make you numb, take my heart out, put it on the shelf
Now try my best to treat you right, you had played my shit to the left
I ain't trying to love again, that shit just too bad for my health
It's like I just can't let my feelings take priority over wealth
Expecting me to double back, I just hope you ain't holding your breath
I'm placing work over pleasure, I used to make some time for you
Felt you was down for whatever, but now forever is never
I used to think you was special
Come on, just get it together
Got you feeling insecure about all these bitches on my dick
But I never gave a f*ck about whoever you be with
I'ma smoke and count my backend up, I don't care about why you acting up
I never would've imagined it went in like this
For all my time you wasted, I put a Rollie on my wrist
Should've listened to my brother, he said he hoes ain't shit
Now if I don't do nothing, I'ma ball
I'm going all day like the clock on the wall
She in my phone when she lonely
I tell her come put it on me
Yeah, I always want to f*ck, and she only want to talk
I hate to see her cry, and I know it's my fault why I'm asking
How you expect me to trust you? I can't even trust myself
Had me spending all that time contemplating how you ass felt
When I explained shit on my end, you couldn't hear me, yeah, you was deaf
Type of shit that make you numb, take my heart out, put it on the shelf
And I tried my best to treat you right, you had played my shit to the left
I ain't trying to love again, that shit just too bad for my health
And its like I just can't let my feelings take priority over wealth
Expected me to double back, I just hope he ain't holding your breath
I f*cking hate you