Declan Leavitt - Blue Eyes Lyrics

I spent my whole life with people telling me I'm not it
I remember everything you called me
It's funny, how could I forget

And all of my walls came crashing down
You invaded my security
Now all I've got is this sad frown on top of my saddened face

And now every time you see me
All you're ever gonna see is small little Blue Eyes
And you hurt me so so bad
You're the only one that I will ever despise
(Will despise)
Throw me in the dirt
(Throw me in the dirt)
It always hurts
(It always hurts)
Feel my pain
(Feel my pain)
Share my shame
(Share my shame)
But you will never
(But you will never)
All you wanna see is my small little Blue Eyes
(Small blue Eyes)

Now tell me what you see in my eyes
What you see, what you see now?
Tell me what you see in my eyes
What you see, what you see now
Tell me what you see in my eyes
Tell me what you see, what you see?

Okay

Okay, I used to love doing this now people tend to push me
They're so pushy, they're really making me a hooky
This dream, this dream has now turned into a nightmare
I need someone to save me quick
S.O.S., but no one's there
I feel numb, I resort to the pills in my cabinet
They don't care about my life, they just care if I'm adequate
I have people telling me that I oughta quit
But I'm too deep now
Can someone bring me out of this abyss
I feel like I'm drowning, it keeps getting harder to breathe
You see me on the outside
You don't see what's underneath
Voice in my head telling me that I'm just getting reckless
And go on top of a bridge and just say let's end this
Anxiety kicks in to Overdrive
I'll be surprised at the end of the road that I'm still alive
But I realize that I need to rise above this disguise
So you no longer have to see the color of my Blue Eyes

And now every time you see me
All you're ever gonna see is small little Blue Eyes
And you hurt me so damn bad
You're the only one that I will ever despise
(Will despise)
Throw me in the dirt
(Throw me in the dirt)
It always hurts
(It always hurts)
Feel my pain
(Feel my pain)
Share my shame
(Share my shame)
But you will never
(But you will never)
All you wanna see is my small little Blue Eyes
(Small blue Eyes)

Blue, Blue
Blue, Blue Eyes
Blue Eyes, Blue