I wish you could know how I feel
This reminds me of a year ago
I'm feeling the same way
And baby I want it to be real
But my tendencies are toxic
And I'm pushing you away
I don't wanna push you away now
Back against the wall
Got me feeling like I'm heading face down
Face down, f*cked up
Crying on the floor again
Crying on the floor again
Face down, f*cked up
Crying on the floor again
I know we've been over this
Weigh me down
Anchor on my legs now
Pull me underneath the waves
And let that shit just crash down
I wish you could know how I feel
This reminds me of a year ago
I'm feeling the same way
And baby I want it to be real
But my tendencies are toxic
And I'm pushing you away