Decks - drown Lyrics

The dream I had when I was seven still continues in my life
The ghosts they take me and berate me almost every single night
I dream of you sometimes and those are times when I'm drawn to the light
I need to find a way to make you real and not just pass me by
The dreams I had
The ghosts were sad enough
And you were there
And I could not want you more than now
The things you give me
A gift in the present day
They say time heals
But it's time that is taken away
Continue to heal me
When nightmares conceal me
The visions unreal, please,
They break me down
I'm lost and uncertain
Glass behind a curtain
Keeps me with the worst
And I might just drown
I might just drown
(F*ck love it rots my brain)
F*ck love it rots my brain
I have this f*cking chain of
Girls that just throw me away
I hope you are not the same
I'm so scared that I'll lose you
I connect with you like bluetooth
Another f*ck up not like I choose to
I never meant to use you
Continue to heal me
When nightmares conceal me
The visions unreal, please,
They break me down
I'm lost and uncertain
Glass behind a curtain
Keeps me with the worst
And I might just drown
(F*ck love it rots my brain)
I might just drown
(Girls that just throw me away)
I might just drown
(I'm so scared that I'll lose you)
(I connect with you like bluetooth)
(Another f*ck up not like I choose to)
(I never meant to use you)