Decks - Archipelago Lyrics

Feels like dissociation seems to be all that I know
I feel like I am somewhere on an archipelago
I'm floating on a lake contemplating where I should go
But I don't know, I don't know

Feels like dissociation seems to be all that I know
I feel like I am somewhere on an archipelago
I'm floating on a lake contemplating where I should go
But I don't know, I don't know

I'm barely grasping my sanity hanging on by a tether
I thought I'd see you more before the inclement weather
I'm feather falling down the steps to hell or heaven
Whenever I choose to go is up to me but now I've got ties to sever
Writing till I die but I can't seem to deny
That some part of me from years ago has since wanted to die
Never will I let it win but the emptiness sets in
So I'm laying here at night thinking about my petty sins
I wanted you but a raincheck was necessary to make it
So that I would never hesitate, at least thats what I make it out to be
I could never let you down again
Cuz feeling like a failure isn't what I want to see from myself lately
I'm putting words together just to make sure I'm together
Cuz I'm more important than anyone else lately
My mental health is infringed My bars are fire they're singed
But nothing makes me happier than being with you lately

Feels like dissociation seems to be all that I know
I feel like I am somewhere on an archipelago
I'm floating on a lake contemplating where I should go
But I don't know, I don't know

I'm dissipating at the seams because my heart is torn
This isn't how they told me life would be when I was born
I'm struggling find my ground in a world full of scorn
So now I sit here on an island with nothing to mourn