Decks - 717 Lyrics

I'm lost and can't be found, so many things goin down
I'm tryna find my sound without feeling like I've lost
My grip on whats real and whats fake
There's so many things in my life that I wanna erase
But I've made it this far so reflecting a bit
Couldn't hurt i admit
One foot in front of another but I stumble on myself
How can I progress if I don't ask for any help?
Guidelines are what hold me back
My ship won't sail if you don't cut me slack
So pass the past and dont feel inept
I might burn something if i dont accept that
Feeling cursed won't pass the time
So take your hand and hold onto mine
I don't wanna have to walk the line
Please take me there its you that I'll find
No time
No time

Why do all these people make me doubt myself
I mean its crazy don't know what I'd do without myself
But times like these keep piling pressure on the things that I love most
I can't see the people who I love cuz they treat me like a ghost

Why do all these people make me doubt myself
I mean its crazy don't know what I'd do without myself
But times like these keep piling pressure on the things that I love most
I can't see the people who I love cuz they treat me like a ghost

717, 2017
Never had the guap, livin up my dreams
Used to broken hearts, bursting at the seams
Tell my story to you all by means
Yeah I'm by myself, never needed help
Open like a book you cannot put me on the shelf
Brain is fried you got me thinkin straighter
Tell the people I don't f*ck with haters
If life's an ocean then I'm swimming slowly
Cuz I don't wanna reach the ending lonely
I'm derailed gotta get back on track
I'm never flying high now that's a fact
Can't touch the sky cuz it is nonexistent
But I'll find my space as long as I can wish it
Runnin laps around the longest distance
If I make it the possibility is infinite

I need a place to think and lay my thoughts to rest at night
I sit and wonder what would happen if I end my life
But shit's too good to crash and burn just like a plane
I fight Emotions stronger than I thought I'd ever see within this blight
I'm on the rise and don't see good things coming with the fame
Maybe I just dont see the vision, maybe I'm just lame
I try to memorize all the different ways to stay sane
Useless thinking's got me swerving into new lanes

Why cry when dry eyes can buy time
I hide what my rests inside my mind
Cuz I see those close to me fall down
I don't wanna pick up you're on your own now

Why do all these people make me doubt myself
I mean its crazy don't know what I'd do without myself
But times like these keep piling pressure on the things that I love most
I can't see the people who I love cuz they treat me like a ghost

Why do all these people make me doubt myself
I mean its crazy don't know what I'd do without myself
But times like these keep piling pressure on the things that I love most
I can't see the people who I love cuz they treat me like a ghost

Crunchin numbers got me workin on my title
People praise me like I was in the bible
Afk, nah you will never catch me idle
Kicked for flying? I'm just soaring past my rivals
All in but my chips hint of lime
Cuz I got flavor in my rhymes
Gone with the breeze like a f*ckin wind chime
Cuz I disappear at night before the sunrise
Driving soon but I take it slow
Winter air my heart is froze
Hit me up nah just leave me alone
Feeling under the weather buried under the snow
Wake me up when it was warmer in the past
Patience out of reach and now I'm fading fast
Cold shoulder's got me feelin older
Gettin closer's makin me feel sober

Why cry when dry eyes can buy time
I hide what my rests inside my mind
Cuz I see those close to me fall down
I don't wanna pick up you're on your own now