Deck of Hearts - IDK Lyrics

And I'll tell you one more time
I don't know what's going on with my mind, mind
And I'm way too tired to drive
I just wanna leave it all behind, 'hind
'Cause I don't think that love exists
It's forged here by some narcissist
Who wanted to own everything
He wanted to be everything
Don't know what's at the end
Holding on by just a thread
I just wanna know
Is this dead?
And you said, "No"
No
No
No
No
Take it back just like you do
All of this built up for you
Stepped out of the car
Did I take this too far?
I just want the suffering to end
Or is it all inside my head?
I just wanna know if there's a way that I can go
Stuck inside illusions
Painting pictures deep inside my head
I just don't know why
Why I just wanna die
Asking, "Why the hell are you like this?"
I know, I'm such a pessimist
Guess this is the time
For me to say goodbye
'Cause I know that this will never last
Just forget about my past
No
No
No
No
No
Screw things up the way I do
I built all this just for you
(I don't know, I don't know)
I don't know why (I don't know, I don't know)
(But you did it, but you did it, but you did it)
I don't know why (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
(But you did it, but you did it, but you did it)
I don't know why (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
(But you did it, but you did it, but you did it)
I don't know why (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
(But you did it, but you did it, but you did it)
I don't know why (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
Why?
(I don't know, I don't know)
(I don't know, I don't know)