Oh, I did not know
Oh, I did not know
Oh, I did not know!
Pain is something that we all realise but it's those of us who overcome it, who thrive in this world
Oh, Argh!
Feeling asunder
My minds in the gutter
Inside I'm learning
But outside I'm burning
Judge me for what I am
Not for what I was
As we slowly grow colder
But the longer I fight, the more I get bolder
An inner fear to stop myself, from the fear of growing, older!
I should be happier
Beneath, the surface
Judgement, it clouds me
Failure, doubts me
Cast me out too sea
Judgement, it clouds me
Failure, doubts me
Cast me out too sea
I will not be saved
I will not be LOVED
Send me out alone
To fight the oceans, flow!
BLEGH!
Sometimes I lay awake at night, thinking
I don't wanna live forever
But I also, don't want to die
A fate that we all face
A destiny that we all, realise
I'm f*cking terrified
I don't wanna be, another memory
Fading away, till the end of days
But why, is it fair, to expect us all
To just be okay
Knowing that we all die one day
Life, has a way!
Of, ruining our day!
My life is f*cking failing
I'm tired of losing the ones I love
So appreciate life
Before It's gone!