And if this don't break your heart
Ima know I should've felt stupid from the start
Ima know I'm never gonna be the thing you want
Cause you're claiming that you lost, yet you livin in the dark
But it's okay, bitch I grew up there too
Back when I figured I had nothing left to lose
Nah
Back when you didn't pick and choose over me and other dudes
They don't see you like I do
Nah
I won't trust another soul like you
But I've been at my lowest since before I met you
Won't ever forget everything you put me through
But All this shit is nothing new
Got my ego back today right where you threw my f*cking heart away
Was livin in the dark for like a year, ain't pictured darker days
Fighting for my happiness like that was my King Arthur phase
Mordred with a sharpened blade
No wonder I can't walk away
But maybe I wasn't lyin
When I said that I'd be fine
But I'm hopin that you feelin real alone tonight
Im hoping that you gettin real cold tonight
She told me she focused on herself
And I've just been focused on this wealth
The way she acting got me hurting to the core
I thought she knew me and she knew whats in store
I put my two sense in
I tried to hold you back
I hope nobody gon' see you
I hope your pain comes back
I hope he leaves when you need it
And When you and him conceiving
I hope you see he's a demon
And he don't got your back
But it's ok I told the truth, bitch
And I ain't lying I hope you knew, bitch
It's a thin line we walking through and
A 100 million miles just to show you what I'll do and
She told me she focused on herself
And I've just been focused on this wealth
The way she acting got me hurting to the core
I thought she knew me and she knew whats in store
I can't breathe
I can't write
I can't sleep
It gets cold at night
I can't see
I feel blind
I feel pain
I'm alone at night