Dear Me - You Always Hated My Friends Lyrics

If you want forgiveness well darling don't look at me
I'm in a drive through and I'm as high as I can be
It's late again and you're wondering where I've been
I'm with those friends you hate but don't worry cause soon they'll be away
You're Like that one time I fell and it didn't hurt but I got blood on my favorite shirt
There's holes in my pockets
Like the hole in my heart
I stick my fist in
And try to keep from falling apart
I weigh my options like you weigh grams
I use every last drop I get absolutely all that I can
I hold myself up like you hold jobs
Just for a second
Then before you know it I'm lost

You never hold me down yeah I know that much
I am so sick n tired of being your crutch
You turned me black & blue and I've had enough
You were never really all that tough