i truly feel so alone Video (MV)

Oh, no
No, oh-no
Feel so alone, feel so alone
Oh, nah-oh
Oh, nah-oh
Oh, nah-oh
Yeah, yeah-yeah
Many remedies that I never did
Singing the melodies I can hear
I am so sick, where's the medicine?
F*cking up things like my advocate
I got a reputation to uphold
This stupid shit I swear it's getting old
Never did what I was f*cking told
My family died now I truly feel so alone
And depressed, I know that I never get rest
I know that it's bad for health but I never did shit for my myself 'cause
I wanna f*cking kill myself
I know that I'll never get well
There's days that I'm going through Hell
And I'm screaming but never get help
This right to my father Shawn
I know that you're long gone
They say I'm your other half
You're one of my brightest stars
This ones to my papa Tom
You never did once wrong
Thank you for picking me up at my lowest and showing me I'm strong
This one's to my Uncle frank
I never thought things would change
I look at the text you sent me every day, asking if I'm gonna play
I'm sorry if I let you down
I only wanna make you proud
I promise to look out for Enzo and show him the way that you wanted to now
And to my family that's alive, thank you for all of the times
You show me that I can better than yesterday
And yesterday was another day
I promise that I'm gonna take us out
Away from the life that we're living now
I promise that I'm gonna hold it down
I promise to love y'all forever now
Many remedies that I never did
Singing the melodies I can hear
I am so sick, where's the medicine?
F*cking up things like my advocate
I got a reputation to uphold
This stupid shit I swear it's getting old
Never did what I was f*cking told
My family died now I truly feel so alone
And depressed, I know that I never get rest
I know that it's bad for health but I never did shit for myself 'cause
I wanna f*cking kill myself
I know that I'll never get well
There's days that I'm going through Hell
And I'm screaming but never get help
Oh, no
No, oh-no
Feel so alone, feel so alone
Oh, no-oh
Oh, no-oh
Oh, no-oh