Dead by Choice - Has It Really Come to This? Lyrics

Has it really come to this?
Have I really lost control?
I'm selfish so they say
But how much can I take
My mind so gone from me
I can no longer see
No matter how hard I try
The fear that I hide shows again
And it may never end
This is my final choice
Don't look so surprised
When tomorrow you find I'm not alive, and
This is how it ends
In all the tears I've faked
And everything I've done
How long could it take, How far can I run, and
Never seem to escape
My memories recall
I was really nothing at all
I'm selfish and what's more
It's just another flaw
I'm burning my last bridge and closing my last door
No matter how hard I try
The fear that I hide shows again
And it may never end
This is my final choice
And this is how it ends
And I feel so low
And I feel so alone
(These are the times I'm scared the most)
(Feel so alone, don't let go)
And I feel so alone
(These are the times I'm scared the most)
Please don't let go
(Feel so alone, don't let go)
This is when I scare myself the most
(These are the times I'm scared the most)
(Feel so alone, don't let go)
And I feel so alone
(These are the times I'm scared the most)
Please don't let go
(Feel so alone, don't let go)
This is when I scare myself the most
(These are the times I'm scared)
This is my final choice
Don't look so surprised
When tomorrow you find I'm not alive, and
This is how it ends
In all the tears I've faked
And everything I've done
How long could it take, How far can I run, and
Never seem to escape