Dēdric Dean - Safety Kit/ the Trenches / Soulders Lyrics

Love hurt pain build strength
I'm trying to fulfill fate only way I feel sane
If it didn't make me stronger then it killed me
Giving so much that my guts started spilling
Coast to coast looking for a donor
I'm a loner but nobody my controller
Hallejejuah
How ya doing?
Still moving been better
Look like the universe is bringing us together and
It's okay It's okay It's okay It's okay
Love me or love me not
What you see right here is all I got
Don't speak the second thoughts gotta stop
Lost the combo and I can't pick a lock
It's okay It's okay It's okay It's okay
Circle of life three sixty degrees
Immortal in my circle make it out alive
Memento mori remember that you have to die
Growing up in a silent house what I'm writing bout
Had to let the quiet out and kill the mouse
Trying to still my cheese actin like a fiend
The worlds obscure and a little obscene
Sand bags on ya face boy you need some rest
Stretch ya legs out show yourself climb up out the trench
Red dot on ya eyebrows pull it bullets if you don't smile now
Time again I've been hurt so bad
Keep on falling right back on the grass
Put a smile on my face and then I laugh
All I have right now is how I rap
I don't even call it that
It's more like I'm just showing the man
Who I truly be
Remember forty-four
End zone drag his feet
Had a whole lot more
Eighteen out the door had to find what's in store
That the world's so cold
But I'm a heat it up with the fire from my soul
It's a constant battle between my left and my right shoulder
It's a constant battle between my left and my right shoulder
It's a constant battle
We in a war what we fighting for
Thank you for answering me and reaching out
On the low I been freaking out
Preachers and deacons house where I hang out
They keep the demons out
Feel like they seek me out
If they want the smoke they gon' get a whole puff of clouds
If this how I'm using my grass then we gon' weed em out
Feel like I'm wearing a collar
Both of them keep trying to holler
Don't even know what's my problem
Look at the one I should follow
Enough of my pride so I swallow spit in the bucket I'm kicking
Like no I ain't f*cking with this shit know who I got in the end
It's a constant battle between my left and my right shoulder
It's a constant battle between my left and my right shoulder
It's a constant battle
We in a war what we fighting toward
Don't want to hear it
My pointy ears ain't going near it
Gary Bertier that's how I'm steering
When you're invading my space and my spirit
Self destruction press the button your instructions
Tell me lose my peace
That's when I start digging deep
Turn the other cheek and leave
To start the chapter make the leap and then I'm falling free
Look who's there to catch me
Ain't nobody that's been on my feed
All these conversations with my shoulders on the side
Keep talking from the left and the right