daxny - spacejunk Lyrics

These paths in life are not what I always thought
Are not what I imagined, are not what I believed
Lord, help me to keep smiling, to be happy and to try to be myself
So I can create a life of balance, moderation, and simplicity
Dear god I come to you seeking balance
May I be in control of my destiny even as I know you have plans for me
May I be generous to the ones I love while making my fragile finances work for my own needs
Help me achieve peace within and never give up my fight and justice for all
Father hear my prayer

My head gets filled up with this space junk
And I didn't know it
Its hard to talk about this shit
And it is hard to show it
Indulge in acts that keep boosting my serotonin
Pray to god and close my eyes
In every room I stand alone in
The same old shit a brand new day
Is this a loop or something
They cutting heads for testing heights
But I still ended jumping
Cause when shit hits the fan
There's nothing left to do
But to call
Someone that you know will answer
Hoping that is you

No one accepts me and I try to
Why I gotta die to
A world that always lies to me
A world I need to lie to
So lets get high too
Is not about being happy
We just wanna numb the feelings that
Keep making us unhappy
Its about the balance
I love to smoke and cream the rabbit
Going down a hole hallucinating
Trynna kick a habit
Grew up near sinners I would catch them
With the devil dancing
I never wanted an addiction I just
Wanted answers

I just cant pay attention
I'm high
With mild hallucinations
Plus I haven't f*cked today
Relive me from semen retention
Play that music my mic a sponge from
Lyrics that it sucks up
Cause I'm good at writing sober
But excellent when I'm f*cked up
Stop it
You talking sweet to ride the rocket
As we taking off
You might as well say daxny let me suck it
If your close ones betray you
Well no money can make it better
I could lose all of my friends today but
Family is forever
Right
We die we all meet past way in the finish line
I got no answers
Just a feeling that it will be fine
No more self sabotaging
They say I'm not a rapper
I mean but what else can they say when they
I surpass them

I got no studio no producers
Shit sometimes be harsh
I just know me, the DXD, and well this
Man named Josh
Cuz it all started as a dream we had as lil pups
Now we just dawgs that try to eat
From that old golden cup
And trust me these are just the demos
I'm on psycho watch
This psilocybin has done turn me a damn
Psychopath
But that shit corny so ill spare
It for another time
Ill rather try to see the good
And nurture what's inside
Aint nothing wrong about it cuz we
Will all be fine
As long as we don't look for danger at
The danger spot
Just try to love a little
Try to love what you always had
And please don't f*ck around too much near the danger spot