I imagine you walking around in your apartment
Kissing that self-portrait I painted and sent to you
I imagine you changing your mind after swallowing
The last thing you tasted before the big sweet got you
And it cuts me in two
And I often wonder if maybe you found the light
That divine comforting light they spent so much time on trying to find
Yeah you're like Jodie Foster taking off but nobody sees it
It takes the sound of an earthquake to even believe it
They say hold on after rain comes sun
I think today it's the other way around
Everyone window holds a tiny light
Take a look around see what you might find
And they're putting out flags tonight to celebrate the dead
But I'd rather do something to turn back time instead
A little late to say something I know but what the hell am I supposed to do?
When I just want to sit you down in my kitchen and you tell me what it was
What it was what it was what it was what it was
Cause the last time we met was like the whole world was exploding
Riding elevators through they endless red brick building
On a day so pretty you'd think we're all only joking
Putting on a show that would give us an oscar
They say hold on after rain comes sun
I think today it's the other way around
Everyone window holds a tiny light
Take a look around see what you might find