David Jesus Ybarra - If I Want to Get Better (feat. Jebus Light) Lyrics

It was another lonely day
Another day to push away the things that mattered most
The things that never hurt me like you did

I just want to let you know I'm trying really hard to let it go
Not let it show and make amends
Just like a little kid I thought I knew what love was

Thought that if I got us back together we could have another chance
How wrong was I should of known better
Than to fool myself that I could forget what you did
And act like I can understand

I don't want to let go of you
But I have to go if I want to get better
I don't want you like I use to
So I have to go if I want to get better

Another three or four weeks gone
Another day another song that I will write to you
And hope that somehow things will be okay

But who do I think that I'm fooling
Write to you and I'll be drooling over everything you were to me
And find another way

I often look out windows longing for a moment
Where you show me something that will ease my pain
I know how that story goes I'll second guess just like before
And we'll pretend not noticing that things are not the same

I don't want to let go of you
But I have to go if I want to get better
I don't want you like I use to
So I have to go if I want to get better

You think you know best
You think that the best thing for me is you
But I must confess that I'm such a mess and it's all because of you

You think you know best
You think that the best thing for me is you
But I must confess that I'm such a mess and it's all because of you

I don't want to let go of you
But I have to go if I want to get better
I don't want you like I use to
So I have to go if I want to get better

I don't want to let go of you
But I have to go if I want to get better
I don't want you like I use to
So I have to go if I want to get better