I'm bout to get this off my chest
That lately I ain't been feeling the best
I really need a hug and maybe a little neck
This not loving anybody shit for the birds
It's hard cause standing up and fighting for yours
Will have you feeling like furniture left on right on the curb
Unwanted all because I kept it one hundred
Because I kept it one hundred
My loneliness threshold second to none
Cause people quarantine life be my regular one
Shit sad
And I hate feeling that so I just laugh
Cause I just want a little time that's why I give that
And looking back at past gives me whiplash
Cause seeing me fall makes my skin crawl
That's why I'm pissed off
And why I get lost
And why I shit talk
And why I bounce place to place like a pinball
Because I always want the best that's my pitfall
And when life get fast I just press pause
And then zone out
And then I doze off
Cause all this growth and all this pain got me stressed out
I withhold love when I'm left out
That's why my bad days always beat my best ones
Why I cultivate bad traits not my best ones
Why search for a girlfriend not my best friend
Why I shun the bright side
Embrace the dead one
That's why I take a right hook but catch the left one
That's why I always want them but never tell them
But I still act fine so i impress them
Is there an off button can I press it if I could turn off life then I would do it in a second
And I would do it without question
But then again
I just really need hug yo
I just really need hug yo
Just really need a hug
I just really need a hug yo
Just really need hug
I just really need hug yo
I just really need a hug yo
Just really want a hug yo
I really need a hug yo
Could really use hug yo
That shit hard say out loud
Don't even matter where come from
Just really need a hug yo
My room gets cold while the fans off
Sometimes I just vibe and let the voices in my head talk
I wonder if I'm someone people care about
If I went ghost would they care about my whereabouts
I wrap myself up in all this hate
I sing just to drown out all the pain
That's why the hole in heart stays the same
How do I maintain
I don't
And I fall deeper in this hole every month
Bout to say f*ck it and let it all go
But then again
I just really need hug yo
I just really need hug yo
Just really need a hug
I just really need a hug yo
Just really need hug
I just really need hug yo
I just really need a hug yo
I Just really want a hug yo
Yeah