Swear the times I felt I lost
Were the times I lost my friends
Was it all because of me?
Should I go and make amends
They forgot I lost my pops, And my unc the same year
For a week they all sad but In the end they don't care
I used to love the wars in my city now They really make me sick
And I could never stoop to her level that's why she hate the kid
She lie and use the tools of he devil tryna erase the kid
I hate the times i feel like my lifes on pause
I cant tell the difference from the streets and jail walls
Feel its all a trap and they wont let us free
I can see it all from the tallest tree
Tryna hold it down like a Anchor to a ship, I know this wave a drift
Mind unbalanced from the spliff, I need an extra lift. been at a low, lately
Shit been going crazy, Got homies wit halos, and We just baby's
Cruel word, they give u roses when can't inhale em
Shit like that just don't sit right up on my cerebellum Under pressure, blowing pipes
Need extra blessings for my life, 10 toes taking Gut blows from the devils knife
Blood seeping like the tears do during depressing nights
God I know I've done wrong don't strip me of from my heaven rights