Selfish Video (MV)

Before I walk up out that door momma say boy be careful
Two thousand dollar shares on eyes ain't worth my tears on tissue
Blessed be lord protect me if these pu**** try it
Lord give me yo forgiveness if these of
These pu**** try it
Cus success look like material thangs to young ni***^
I'm twenty three myself ima victim of the same culture
I'm willing to curse myself one hundred times just to bless my closest
See my sister crack a smile is all I need for motive
Priorities so fu*** up so we just stay stuck
I look around statistics making more since the way my life look
Trial n error never exist the way these courts judge
Drove my dawg to Court four deep lefts wit three of us
Heart been broke so many times ain't No pieces left
Eyes red cus I don't sleep too well
Eyes red cus of the smoke inhale
Eyes red because cus my tears is held
Emotionless I describe my self
PTSD I diagnosed myself
Out of luck or out of love you gotta pick for yo self
Friendships ain't worth the stress if they distract from self
Time too expensive to be wasting on somebody else
Only way to get a knife in yo back is if you stand still
Issa thin line between motivation and jealousy
Lord forgive me for my inspiration of jealousy
I never noticed how that work because it ain't naturally me
Envious n**** never deserved no wealth
You prolly gave that nigga yo last and he ain't thank you none
Spent some time wit enough snakes to know that bite gone come
Spent some time walking through storm to know that sun gone come
Love don't exist to Errybody I can't make this up that's facts for sure
And loyalty is only speculation don't exist til it's witnessed
I could paint you a beautiful picture
Bones for a frame and blood on a canvas
You'd prolly say it was a familiar image even tho it's damn well disgusting
Named my masterpiece life and sold it
Priceless at auction
Price tag reads one soul for purchase up to you if it's worth it