Awake, here I am
Overwhelmed by regret and recognition
Big ideas, disbelief
Of where I was even going
Try once again, to recall
There's a part of me that clings to
Reenactment, repetition
It's a pathway back to zero
All colors fade
Turning into shades of grey
Telling me I'm not okay
Oh, if I could change
A part of history
Get me out of this misery
Surrender to the healing light of
Love, oh love, oh love
Sweet, incomplete
Pioneer, when I need a perfect savior
In defeat, reaffirm me
Cause I need the absolution
Still unfulfilled, I'm undefined,
And in want of locomotion
Cause I sense that agony
Was never a useful notion